In between paths still.
America.. you have taught me so much. Most of all about my self. How greedy I was. How easily unsatisfied. How always in a rush backed by a false reason to be better. There were alot of areas that I was never good at. Come to think of everything I had and gone through. Allah swt himself has always taken care of me and had given me much more than I deserve. ... At times I always find myself inquiring, whether I can make it not in an organization. In a state of bliss like now its clear which path I needed to take. To obtain my freedom. To produce. In another vision, I thought of becoming where I want to be. In a prominent organization somewhere. Doing something big. Then I realize, its just a scaling of what I used to have. The intrinsic. The difficulties. The conflicts. The dramas. The inspiration that comes along with. Or maybe a slight less. I dont want to be caught up in a corporation doing harm. Squeezing in every penny, over excite markets with its internal dramas. ...